sweet bitterness

in my hallucination
i saw my beloved's flower garden
in my vertigo, in my dizziness
in my drunken haze
whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel

i saw myself as the source of existence
iwas there in the beginning
and I was the spirit of love
now I am sober
there is only the hangover
and the memory of love
and only the sorrow

i yearn for happiness
i ask for help
i want mercy
and my love says:

look at me and hear me
because I am here
just for that

i am your moon and your moonlight too
i am your flower garden and your water too
i have come all this way, eager for you
without shoes or shawl

i want you to laugh
to kill all your worries
to love you
to nourish you

oh sweet bitterness
i will soothe you and heal you
i will bring you roses
i, too, have been covered with thorns

(by madonna & deepak chopra)

happie valentine's day!

soundbytes: need 'discipline'?

janet will make u...

official cover and album in store on february 26th!

weather: clear

my mind: sleep

my joint: remote control

am watching: remote control on channel [V]

greatest hits 2007

happy new year 2008!

how time flies and we are already 12 hrs into 2008! i can't believe this.

well, it was a very good year, really. we moved to our won place at damansara perdana and decorate it to our liking. work wise also am very grateful to all the bosses who give me the opportunities to improve myself.

anyhow, here is my top 20 for 2007:

1. best album
britney spears - blackout

2. best single
2 hearts - kylie minogue

3. best ost (movie)
hairspray - va

4. best dance album
uninvited - freemason

5. best tv series
csi:ny

6. best movie
spiderman 3

7. best dance tune
rihanna - please don't stop the music

8. best blog service
multiply & blogger

9. best noodle
lam mee - restoran tb damansara perdana

10. best mamak
saji - damansara perdana

11. best pork noodle
restoran lay sin - brickfields

12. best pan mee
corner coffee shop same row as guardian @ taman tun. the auntie make the best pan mee EVER!

13. best tv channel
asian food channel - astro channel 703 (am sucker for food)

14. best roti banjir
dharoos

15. best item purchased
iPod classic (80gb)

16. best night out
movies and then followed by yum cha

17. best restaurant
atlantis seafood restaurant - kota damansara

18. best lullaby playlist
cafe del mar series

19. bff
ivan_kay & june

20. best bf, EVER!
ADRIAN!!

weather: hot and humid

my mind: have a nap after this

my joint: 80s

my ipod playing: falling down - duran duran

'gay yuletide'

i just want to wish everyone...

'merry spanking-hunky christmas'
&
'happy hunky-licking new year 2008'

soundbytes: one republic feat timbaland

i am crazy sick about this song. i even loving it when i had the mix inside my ipod!

play pinkville boom box above to hear to the song.

addictive isn't it?

weather: warm

my mind: it's 2.45 am, wth!

my joint: begging

my ipod playing: apologize (lenny b radio edit) - one republic feat timbaland

December First

is world AIDS day..

the (not) exciting comeback

betcha didn't expect this!

so much hyped put in even before the red curtain raised to the max, so much excitement have been created even before the camera rolling and so much anticipation even before the single was release. music enthusiasts around the wrold, britney's fans especially, excitedly waiting to see her come back performance on MTV Video Music Awards 2007 from Las Vegas.

however, it was a total flopped. britney obviously was all over the place. she hardly move and dance, and her body was so stiff. her dance move way better than her and they actually overshine her through the entire performance. i always love her dance routine as it was electrifying.

what went wrong? according to the news taken frm breathheavy.com - Britney Spears was to perform under the magic of Chris Angel... but MTV freaked out at the last minute finding out what Britney was actually going to do. Supposedly, what Britney and Chris were planning was to do a set of mirrors and flotation. But when told to the Palms Hotel/Casino... the hotel flipped.

Insurance was the main problem, and the stage couldn't support the performance. MTV also freaked at the last minute because of their fear of being "too controversial" during the performance. Britney and Chris were furious with MTV's sad excuse and told Britney to change the performance at the last minute.

Britney's original performance was to infact appear and disappear. To float through the air... and for much mature dancing.

such an excuse but to me, she has lost it after all trial and trubulence that she face past years. she simply lost the showbiz but her come back single such an addictive to me (at least).

anyway, it's britney, bitch!

watch britney performance here.

weather: dry and warm

my mind: was britney gonna make it?

my joint: oz chick

am listening to: beauty on fire - natalie imbruglia